La Vie en Rose {Life in Pink} Read online

  Lydia Michaels

  Romance | Women’s Fiction

  LA VIE EN ROSE: Life in Pink

  Copyright © 2015 Lydia Michaels

  First E-book Publication: © Lydia Michaels 2016

  Editor: Elise Hepner | Copy Editor: Rene Flowers

  All Art & Cover Design © 2015 by Lydia Michaels

  ASIN: B01B6KXZO0

  ISBN-13: 2940152786477

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  All characters and events in this book are fictitious. Any resemblance to actual persons living or dead is strictly coincidental.

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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Copyright Page

  INTRODUCTION

  DEDICATION

  LA VIE EN ROSE | LIFE IN PINK | L Y D I A M I C H A E L S

  Part I

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Part II | ...tied up with bows... | There’s always a beginning and there’s always an end. | Love is the beautiful chaos in between.

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Part III

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  La Fin

  A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR

  Songs of Inspiration

  Other Titles By | Lydia Michaels

  INTRODUCTION

  Lydia and I met more then twenty years ago and became instant best friends. We have grown up together and watched the world change together. We've been there for each other through so many things and my life is better because she’s in it. I may be a little biased, but I absolutely adore Lydia's writing. She takes you with her when she writes, transports you to a world she’s created where you feel for the characters and fall in love with them.

  Last February [2015], Lydia gave me a copy of a new manuscript she’d written titled, La Vie en Rose. Once I started reading it, I could not put it down! It consumed me, took my breath away, the storyline so unlike anything she’d written before. I was honored to be among the first to read it. I loved it for the story it told and I loved the characters she brought to life. I was intrigued by the underlying message and believed that it deserved attention. I applauded Lydia's ability to take such serious subject matter and make it approachable, enjoyable even, though parts of La Vie en Rose absolutely gutted me.

  Life often imitates art and that would be true for me in my life. A year has passed since I first read La Vie en Rose and I’ve often thought back on the many messages written between the lines. My life relates to this book more, now, than I ever expected. The beauty of La Vie en Rose is in the peaceful acceptance it teaches, wrapped up in an unforgettable romance. The story you are about to read is poignant, it is informative, it is written from the heart and it is a subject that deserves our attention, because it’s about all of us and this precious thing we call life.

  ~Regina Failla Hunter

  Living life in orange and gold since August 2015

  DEDICATION

  This book is dedicated to the unshakable Yvonne Gattelli

  whom I reserve the right to hug whenever the mood strikes.

  Yvonne, you always have a smile—

  even in a classroom full of eight-year-old maniacs. Thank you for being such a beautiful person. You inspire me.

  Love,

  Lydia

  LA VIE EN ROSE

  LIFE IN PINK

  L Y D I A M I C H A E L S

  Women’s Fiction | Romance

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  Part I

  Pretty little ribbons...

  True beauty, for all its enchantment, fades.

  It is not timeless in appearance,

  but in experience.

  Recognize life’s beauty and those memories will never die.

  Chapter One

  Riley’s lips twitched as soft ebony curls ghosted over his bare stomach, lower and lower, tickling his hips and teasing that tight strip of flesh just below his bellybutton. A deep, satisfied growl rumbled in his chest like distant thunder as anticipation teetered on impatience—but it was a good, burning sort of anticipation. Holy fuck, was it good. Stretching, he gave Curls the access she needed and—

  “So I’m thinking we’re going to settle on coral with deep navy blue accents for the main theme. That should complement the nautical look Becket wants.”

  Why was his roommate’s voice in his dream?

  Shaking off the distraction, his palm lowered, fingers gently knotting in the satin ringlets to better direct the ebony waves going down on him. His body hardened as soft kisses teased his happy trail and she got to work. Yes...

  Rolling his shoulders, he stretched his hips and drew in a slow breath. Heaven. The first true sensation of tongue-to-tip had his toes pointing as the heat of her pouty lips—

  “Whatever you want, toots. It’s your day.”

  Oh God, no! What the hell was his sister doing in his dream? Get out, Rarity! Get out!

  The ethereal weight of the dark haired woman’s touch faded. No, no, no!

  There was a soft girlie sigh. “I can’t believe it’s actually happening. I’m going to be Mrs. Becket Grayson.”

  Emma, his roommate, was definitely there too. Damn it! They were ruining everything. This was his time. Not their time. Dream blowjob time! The anticipation of sin and sex paled, as Emma’s voice carried on about champagne toasts and processionals. His roommate’s incessant wedding planning was officially intruding on everything.

  The loft used to be a sanctuary. The day Emma got engaged their living situation took a turn for the worse as girlie crap slowly corroded every square inch of his life—even his fantasies. Passing out on the couch was a dangerous gamble, leaving him widely susceptible to wedding babble bullshit when he could’ve been enjoying some nice fantasy head.

  “Will I be wearing coral or navy?” his sister asked then mumbled, “Say navy. Say navy.”

  Emma did that tiny chirp she claimed was a laugh. “You can wear navy, but there’s nothing wrong with coral.”

  “You know how I feel about pink,” Rarity reminded.

  “Coral’s not pink.”

  “It’s in the family.”

  “Fine. You’ll wear navy, but you’re wearing a dress.”

  Rarity groaned with resignation. She’d always be the brother he never had. “Fine, but Lexi’s wearing a tux.”

  “Look at these carnation balls I found in this issue of I Do. My florist can make them in the coral.”
br />   It was as if he were invisible. They just kept yapping and yapping.

  “They look pink to me,” Rarity said.

  He growled obnoxiously. “That’s it! Do you two mind? I’m trying to sleep!” And I lost fantasy girl!

  A throw pillow smacked him in the face. “Then don’t use the couch as your bed, dumbass. It’s noon. Go to your own room if you want quiet,” his sister snapped.

  “Sorry, Riley. We’ll be more quiet,” Emma apologized then whispered, “We could use navy ribbons to hang the balls off the white chairs we’re renting for the ceremony.”

  Their loft was spacious. Did they have to stage these womanly talks right on top of him? They could have at least moved to the kitchen ten feet away—or better yet, parked this prenuptial symposium all the way down the hall in Emma’s freaking room.

  The wedding plans carried on ceaselessly, as they had since Becket proposed to Emma six months ago, and Riley once again considered how much happier he’d be renting his own place. Sharing a loft with two girls, one being his sister, hadn’t been a bad setup until that damn ring and all those girlie magazines came along. Before the dawn of the bridal apocalypse everything was kosher.

  They lived in the hipster section on the posh Upper West Side of New York. He liked his home, loved the industrial feel and the exposed brick walls. The raw space, exposed ductwork and battered moldings were just aged enough to qualify as vintage. Splitting the rent three ways afforded them some square footage, but things were getting a little cramped lately, with Emma’s new obsessions.

  His sister, Rarity, exhibited a tolerance for girlie crap that surprised him. Rarity was seriously chill, like a pretty guy that peed sitting down. She didn’t cry or squeal like a valley girl or do that needy drama shit girls tended to do. She was easily the coolest chick he’d ever met. And being that she was a lesbian, they had plenty of shared interests.

  Never giving a damn about clothes or purses, Rarity appreciated the finer things in life, like good beer, decent music, a nice set of tits, and red meat. Her unarguable beauty and confidence pulled men in from miles away. And for years he enjoyed watching his little sister turn every last one down. She was his best friend and Emma was hers.

  The only girlie thing Rarity couldn’t live without, apparently, was Emma.

  Rarity was uniquely striking, with dark shorn hair and high arched brows, but it was her dry wit and endless sarcasm that could make any man second-guess his worth—a neat parlor trick to watch. Emma, on the other hand, was compassionate with soft blonde curls, dimpled cheeks, and eyes that pathologically betrayed her, eyes too full of innocence to hide her inexperience.

  Emma was the quiet, sweet type that never got in the way. But lately she’d really cranked up the fem-meter and was driving him insane—which made him a horrible person, because he was going to shoot her if she didn’t shut the hell up.

  All this wedding talk had to be getting to his sister. Riley was ready to duct tape Emma’s mouth shut. How in depth could a discussion about linen be? The texture, the hues in natural light versus candlelight, the thread count—bullshit conversations like that went on for days. He was amazed Rarity hadn’t reached her limit and freaked yet.

  “I can’t wait until my dress gets here!” Emma announced, clapping like an excited child. “I’m dying to try it on.”

  Riley groaned. It was as though no one could see him at all. Screwing his eyes shut and jamming a pillow over his ear did nothing to drown out her voice. So much for dream sex.

  “You already tried it on,” Rarity said.

  “That was in the store. Once I get it to the loft, I’ll be able to really appreciate it. Then, when you get your dress, we can try them on together. It’ll be so much fun!”

  “Sounds mind-blowing.” Rarity’s sarcasm was so expected it didn’t phase Emma.

  The doorbell buzzed and Emma screeched—literally screeched. “It’s here!” The chair skidded against the hardwood floors as she catapulted out of her seat.

  Yeah, he wasn’t going back to sleep.

  Groaning, he twisted and cracked open his lids as she sprinted down the hall toward the main entrance. Craning his neck in the direction of the chair, he peeked at Rarity, who wore a disinterested expression as she paged through a wedding magazine.

  “There’s something wrong with her,” he grumbled.

  “Yup,” she agreed.

  “This isn’t going to stop until she gets married, is it?”

  “Nope.”

  “When’s the wedding again?”

  “We have nine more months of this and the closer we get the worse she’s going to be.”

  Shifting, he sat up and frowned at his sister. “You’re surprisingly calm.”

  “She’s my closest friend and she really wants me to be a part of this. I can do the maid of honor thing as long as she doesn’t expect me to throw her some hideously pink party where girls drink cosmos and act like prissy hyenas, while being the pole for some male stripper to rub his scabies all over.”

  She sighed and turned the page. “Plus, I smoked a fat joint the second she pulled out the wedding binder. You could probably cut my leg off right now and I wouldn’t put up much of a fight.”

  “Nice.” He stared at the front door waiting for Emma to come racing inside at any second carrying the legendary dress. “She’s not gonna walk around in a wedding dress for the next nine months, is she?”

  Rarity shut the magazine and tossed it on the table. “Don’t let her hear you call it a dress. It’s a gown. I’ve been corrected twice. And I have no idea. I wasn’t born with the bride gene. None of this shit makes sense to me.”

  At least he wasn’t alone. Rubbing a hand over his jaw he yawned. “You’re bringing Lexi to the wedding?”

  “Yup.”

  He chuckled.

  “What?”

  “You realize Mom and Dad will probably be invited.”

  “They won’t go,” Rarity said, matter-of-factly.

  “What makes you so sure?”

  It shouldn’t matter anyway. His sister was twenty-four years old. She and Lexi had been a couple for over a year. It was absurd to hide that she was gay from their parents. Who cared what they thought?

  “It’s the Devonshire’s fortieth wedding anniversary. They’ll pick that over Emma’s wedding. You know how they feel about her.”

  He grunted. His parents—mostly his mother—had always been weird about Emma. Though he and Rarity were nothing like the people that spawned them, they were still blood, so his and Rarity’s liberal attitudes were often overlooked, but that didn’t mean their parents would abide the same socialist standards from others.

  Their parents were proud black card members of the upper crust society that summered in the Hamptons, went yachting on the weekends, and dined on ridiculously hard to pronounce small foods like Foie Gras.

  Riley was once grounded and accused of being a ‘recalcitrant activist’ because his friend Jake came over in a PETA T-shirt and asked if he wanted to play Frisbee. To his mother’s way of thinking, that was a gross and barbaric display of uncouth trash.

  He and Rarity were generationally wealthy trust fund babies. No matter how much they survived off their independently earned incomes, Mumsy and Daddy would always be there to bail them out if needed. It was their shared goal in life to never need their parents in such a way.

  Their wealth should be comforting, but it felt more like a noose around Riley’s non-conformist neck. The entire white pants, polo-playing, fracking-investing group of peers was repellent to him.

  Emma didn’t have a house in the Hamptons or an au pair as a child. She had parents that worked nine to five and wore—gasp—denim. Her association with the Lockhart’s was the result of her grandmother’s trust fund, which included scholarships to the same schools he and Rarity attended.

  Once, while walking the topiary garden with his mother as she sipped a crushed Valium cocktail, she referred to Emma as ‘that new money filth having a bad influe
nce on Rarity’. It was clear then that his mother would never approve of Emma, which quite possibly could have permanently cemented the girl into Rarity’s life.

  Emma’s fiancé, Becket Grayson, wasn’t a guy he or Rarity would voluntarily hang out with, but he made Emma happy. The Graysons were paying for the wedding, of course, so it was nice she was finally getting a fantasy she never expected. That was why they let her carry on about linens and bows and whatever the hell a nosegay was. Because she was nice.

  “What’s wrong?” Rarity’s voice broke the comfortable silence.

  Riley glanced at the door and scowled. Emma stood, trembling. Big brown eyes, rimmed in red, shimmered under a sheet of unshed tears, as she stared at them.

  “Did they send you the wrong dress?” he asked stupidly, then corrected, “Gown.”

  He never saw her upset. It was filling him with all sorts of uncomfortable emotions, feelings he didn’t know the names of. He wanted her to stop being upset that instant so he could have his manly emotions back. Dear God, it was like staring at a helpless basket of kittens floating down the river.

  “Emma, say something,” Rarity insisted.

  “It wasn’t the delivery from the bridal boutique. It—” A stuttering breath intersected her words. “It was Becket.” The heel of her palm swatted away the tears as they quickly fell. “We—oh God—we broke up.”

  Silence.

  This was bad. How long was an appropriate length of time before someone could say something in situations like this? And why hadn’t he gone to his own room when he had the chance? Now he was stuck there, smack dab in the awkward—

  “He what?” Rarity snapped.

  Emma blinked, sending big crocodile drops unchecked down her round cheeks. “We aren’t getting married,” she croaked. “We’re through.” She spoke as though she was still convincing herself.

  “What do you mean, you’re through? You just ordered ugly invitations with stupid anchors on them. Becket insisted on the anchors!”

  Her head crooked as she blinked those big innocent eyes at his sister. “You thought my invitations were ugly?”